Thursday, June 19, 2014

I Choose Fight

Diseases and disorders have metaphysical components.  Each has spiritual reasons for manifesting, and addressing the reasons goes a long way toward healing.
Yes, or course, working on the physical level alone can work, but you'll only get something similar later on until you deal with all the underlying causes.

Among the reasons in my case is conflict and its avoidance.
I'm hardly alone. Very few people like conflict of any sort. I have a few in my life who seem to like it. Those people are bad for me so I avoid them.

My cancer is in the first or root chakra. The red one. The one that makes us choose fight or flight.
I usually go with flight. I would rather find away to avoid fighting. Over the years I've gotten good at it and good at burying conflict, too.
I like to remain calm, detached even. This is okay, because matters can still get dealt with. But those other times when I just avoid standing up, speaking my mind, those are the ones that spiritually grew me the tumor.

I saw a very talented medium the other day and learned many, many things.
As consequence of that consultation, the days of walking away are over.
Instead of turning my back I will nurture my backbone.

I choose fight.

10 comments:

Virginia Lee said...

I am in your corner, soulgoob. In fact, I am beside you, behind you, and in front of you, helping in every way I can psychically, spiritually, and emotionally. I cannot be there physically, but in every other way, I am WITH you. You're one of my greatest teachers, Leah. You're also my hero in so many ways. You are a great blessing in my life and have been for years. I've fought this battle and won through sheer stubbornness, Faith, a lot of luck, the emotional and physical support of my soul family, and LOVE. If I can do so, you certainly will. I love you, my friend. And baby, I'm in this fight with you! xo

messymimi said...

Wise and excellent choice. In some things, fight is essential, i learned that from almost dying with depression.

Leah J. Utas said...

VL, thank you so much for having my back with this. It's good to have you with me.

Messymimi, I am learning fight may be the only way to go.

the Bag Lady said...

Good for you. Sometimes we need to fight, however much we hate the idea of conflict.

Tabor said...

It is hard to choose fight when you, like I, want peace and understanding. But I can bring my sword and my war song and join you.

Leah J. Utas said...

That's it, Bag Lady. I've been choosing to walk away too often. No more of that nonsense.

Tabor, thanks. Once the choice is made to fight all one needs to do is remember to do it.



Kimberley said...

To everything there is a season…or so I heard. This is your time to fight!

Leah J. Utas said...

Thanks, Kimberley. It surely is.

Hilary said...

I suspect that inside every pacifist is a strong warrior when the fight is important enough. I also suspect you'd be a mighty opponent.

Leah J. Utas said...

Thank you, Hilary.